Its been said that rambling is the result of an open mind, and that may be all you can see but then it all come due when yu pay the price. of coarse price is not always the correct way to judge things. many times we find strange thoughts chasing around in our minds, prodded by the best we can muster, and that just may be the only time we're able to maintain the direction. But direction isn't always our best move and we can find ourselves very confused,,,, just as yu are now,,, thank you,,,ssnuffy